July 2011
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June 2011
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Today was my third day of training
And by 8pm tonight, I was fucking EXHAUSTED. Completely done. I’ve been getting to work by like 11-11:30am and leaving at 9pm. Today was the same except I left at 8. I actually dealt with customers today because I’m the only one on our lot who speaks a lick of Chinese so I worked with three Chinese families/men today. I was talking to one of my coworkers who offered to pick me up for...
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Why the fuck am I doing this?
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“How she gone wake up and not love me no more?
I thought I was the asshole, I...”
– Kanye West
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I just keep running.
… At least now I’m running in the right direction or at least in a direction at all. I had been running in circles and still getting lost. Every time I thought I was making progress, I just made another right turn. Eventually, I was only making right turns and I ended up just laying down in the crop circle that I had created, where the thought of not living seriously outweighed the...
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I'm a flower!
(And baby, she’s a hair-flip) <3
I love talking to my boss. Today was my second day of training and when I’m not shadowing my mentor, another sales associate, or hanging out with the other guys, I talk to my boss, the general manager; not just about my job but about life. The amount of potential he seems to see in me is incredible and today he offered to personally train me and...
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“This is what it is, fuck what it was.
But it was good while it lasted.
But...”
– Fabolous
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God helps those who help themselves.
Call it luck, call it fate, call it whatever you want but this is exactly what I needed; a new fucking job that pays more money with more hours, even though this job is based solely on commission. But who cares. It’ll be a big commission. I’m getting $300 a week for training which is three weeks long but after that I’ll be making big buckkkkks. This job is all about drive,...
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@mannydiamonds & @malaza who are so bored right...
Next time homieeee. I’m already in my jammys and washed off my make up lmao In the meantime, peep my hot pink streak that I just re-dyed!
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“Leave all your love and your longing behind.
You can’t carry it with you...”
– Florence + The Machine
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Today was INCREDIBLE.
If the next few weeks are as amazing as today was, I will be the happiest person on the face of the planet.
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“I can’t win if it’s me against me;
One of us ain’t gonna...”
– Lupe Fiasco
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“Things used to be, now they not.
Anything but us is who we are.
Disguising...”
– Kanye West
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“You fly but stars over everything.
And I’m one of them, yeah one of them.
Oh...”
– Lupe Fiasco
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Creatures of the Night.
Two nights in a row? Rare. First night. Quick exchange of texts. What’s up? Nothing. Wanna go out? Let’s go. Picked up a little past midnight. Driving fast, blasting music, racing Range Rovers down the LIE, getting gas in Long Island just to turn back around to sit at the park by school; little baseball field, sitting in the little dugouts. Counting the non-existant NYC stars and...
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I couldn't wish my father a happy father's day...
So instead I wished it to my mother.
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I'll always remember. I hope you know.
You sat there giving me the sad eye, bad eye, shame look, grave look. I sat there, hands crossed across my face like Hey, I’m doing fine. Just please, let me be. But I didn’t say that. I just nodded, saying I know. You almost made me cry when I’m doing perfectly fine. I couldn’t even bare to look across the table at you. This wasn’t what I wanted to hear. I could...
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“And I know that you are somewhere doing your thing
And when the phone called it...”
– Kanye West
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“I’m on to the new act, on to my new script.
Niggas better have they thoughts...”
– Kid Cudi
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“I don’t fear none of my enemies.
And I don’t fear bullets from...”
– Black Eyed Peas
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Real Talk.
I have the best friends. For real. I have the ones who relate to me (because after all, misery loves company), the ones who get my mind off of everything, the ones who check in on me from time to time, and the ones who I never get to see but still never miss a heartbeat when we get together. Recently, I’ve found one friend who is honestly there for me 24/7. Literally. We’re in...
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Because I am Single and Fabulous!
Plus, anyone who knows me knows that my shoe game is always on point ;) Black Glitter Pumps by Steve Madden. And you can’t forget my nails! You can barely see but they’re silver with a white shatter on top. And Fuchsia creme lip stain by Sephora.
visiionz asked: your gorgeous!
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The only man a girl can trust is her daddy.
Even though my dad has made his mistakes, fucked me over, and left me a year and a half ago, I love him to death. I haven’t seen him since the day he walked out the door and even though I’m doing fine without him being physically in my every day life, from time to time, there is nothing I’d want more than take a drive with my father and just have a conversation. I just got off...
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She stop drinking diet coke.
She on that coke heartbreak diet.
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Too beautiful to die, too damaged to live?
Nah.
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Parting is such sweet sorrow.
It hurts but it hurts so good. What’s wrong is right and what’s right is wrong at this point. Go with the flow. Forbidden romance? No. Just a repeat new chapter of my teenage romance; midnight meeting, hopping fences, sitting, talking, touching, liking, dipping, and then a sleepover between both arms. How I missed not sleeping in my own bed and not sleeping alone. What am I doing? I...
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